woww my family!

wow..  so this online journal used to be the biggest and best thing on the internet.

now, not only was it replaced, but it was DOMINATED by MySpace.  but why??  i like xanga, and i know a lot of other people that like xanga, so why did they stop using it??  i have no clue..  but i use it every now and then.  like now =)
so what's up everyone?
i am sitting in my sisters house, while she tries to put Gavin to sleep, and my mom has a dramatic melt-down because Amber got upset with her.  haha my life.. 
i've been watching movies ever since i woke up, and Gaving has been going NUTTSSSSSSS.. then my sister gets home, takes her two seconds to figure out what's wrong, and he's going to sleep. wtf?
but Amber made a very nice gesture by renting a movie for us and buying us food, after she had said a couple days ago that she couldn't really spare the money.  problem is, she got the wrong movie.. my mom wanted Silent Hill, she got The Hills Have Eyes.  i don't really mind, but my mom has already seen it, so she was going to go back to the store and switch it for Silent Hill.  well if you know my mother, than this didn't go too well. 
she got all blah cause she doesn't want to leave the house cause she "looks terrible" and it's "raining" so my sister got pissed off at her procrastinating and finally picked up the movie, said "fine, i'll just take it" and stomped in the other room to put Gavin to sleep.  and after my mom finally gets what she wants (not leaving the house) she's like NOOO, AMBER, I'LL DO IT!! DON'T BE MAD AT MEEEEEEE.  and my sister's like "pfft, shut the door" so my mom's all pissy and being soap-opera dramatic over my sister getting upset. 

yea i know you didn't need to hear the whole explination, but i think it's kinda funny. =)

all my friends that know my mom should think it's funny too.  miss you guys <3

Ashley.

i live in Florida.

school starts tomorrow.

i know NO ONE.

top that depression dammit.

rahhhh

sublime makes it better though.

hey everyone,

i just arrived in texas this morning and i will be staying for two weeks.... omg. lol i'm already kinda bored.  my dad took me grocarie shopping?? cause that's exciting.. tomorrow we may go to the mall, but it still seems like it's just gonna be boring until Lacey gets here.  atleast i have a computer i guess... that's more than i could say about my house.. i miss my mom already though.  right now it's still in the "i'm spending the night somewhere" mode, like i'm gonna be home soon, but in a couple of days i know it will kick in that i'm staying here for a while and i wont see my mom.  =(...  i wont be able to see anyone but my dad until Tuesday, too.  There having some sort of Fourth of July bullshit and i'm gonna go see the family (most of which i wont remember)  i'm mostly looking forward to see my aunt sally, rantz, and kayla.  mainly rantz cause he's probably the one i'll talk to the most being down here.  my birthday's soon!!! ahh 16 finally.  my dad asked me what i wanted for my birthday and i keep hinting towards a car... if he buys me a car i will be the happiest person in the entire world!!!  we'd get to drive it back i think, and that would be amazing.  i can't wait to see my mom again =(  i know i havent' even been gone a day yet, but i still miss her.  i love her to death and now the only time i can talk to her is after 9 and on weekends.. that sucks. well i guess i'm gonna go so i have something to write about for the next three weeks..  hope i make it until Lacey gets here!! she's gonna save me from bordum and family.  yay =)  you're the best lacey rue! 

i'll write again later?  or tomorrow.. i have a feeling i'm gonna be using this a lot. lol

.ashley

yup.

yup.

still like that dude that was in love with his gf, but he's not in love with her anymore, buuttttt he doesn't talk to me.. wow my life is funny.
but schools out and that's good. 
everything seems cool, so whatever to boys, they suck anyway =)

psht, that's what i say now.. i'll find another one in a couple days lol

-ashley.

lots gone on since the last time i wrote in here...
yup, i have a boyfriend who's gettin his ass dumped the next time i see him, and i like another guy who's all in love with his girlfriend
sucks for me, right?  i just want a guy that kinda cares a little bit and would call and, ya know, likes me more than drugs?  but psht, maybe that's too much to ask... anyway, other than all that, life still sucks, cause i was sick and missed 3 days of school and that made my grades suck ass, i made everything up so i hope it all gets better?  i dunno. 
it can only go up from here.